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Spellbound: A zine about BPD and the “favourite person”- $8.00

The term “favourite person” comes from the BPD community, though I think it is something that anyone with a great deal of adversary and isolation in their life can experience. I have met women in autism circles who have/are grieving a favourite person, and some of my favourite songs- “Just Like A Pill” (P!ink), “Space Bound” (Eminem), “Bring Me To Life” (Evanescence), “Innocence” (Avril Lavigne), “Pokarekare Ana” (Hayley Westenra) to name a few- remind me of this kind of relationship. Our favourite person can be anyone: a friend, a therapist, a teacher, our partner, or somebody we just met. It might seem harmless and sweet when somebody says that you are their favourite person. But with BPD, this is far from innocent. This is a serious and dangerous dependency. We project all our deepest longings onto our favourite person. They become our personal saviour, but in the blink of an eye they will become our crucifix. This zine is a collection of 27 colour drawings, told from the perspective of a penguin madly in love.

Little Black Riding Hood- $5.00

A short story about depression and cunning wolves. This tiny zine measures 5.5 x 7.5cm.

Child of Satan- $4.50

This mini zine (5.5 x 7.5cm) is a joint collaboration between my adult and child self. It is about growing up the scapegoat.

Trapped in a dream- $3.00

This is a short zine about being stuck in a dream or another “realm”. It is a very bizarre and frightening experience. I’ve never met anyone who’s had this experience except for a few people on straightdope.com

The zine includes some of my ghost photography where I try to capture the feeling of no feeling at all- not being able to touch anything or reach anyone.

Trigger warning: self harm.

You’re invited – $3.50

In this package you will find a small, 8 page zine containing some of my Alice in Wonderlandish photography. All photos are in black and white. Some themes I was playing with in this collection were loneliness, blunt affect, animism, and the world of the child. If you’re up for something random, throw this little package in with your order.

Dying to die- $3

This zine is about my experiences with depression and suicidal urges, touching on the factors that have driven me to this point.